June 16, 2019
Dear Dad, It's my first Father's Day without you and I don't know what to feel. I wish I could give you a call and tell you how much I love you and how sorry I am that I wasn't there for you more often. I carry so much guilt where you're concerned. I should have done so much more with you. I should be calling you today and laughing over stuff and making fun of things. I wish I'd done more and I can't stand it. I love you so much, Daddykins. I wish I felt less fear about life and had seen you more often. I'm so sorry. Love always, Chrissy