May 27, 2019

Dear Dad,

I hope what I did today is going to help. Medical leave might give me the time to strengthen myself up again. I just want to be able to do stuff again without it being a struggle.

I hurt everywhere. I don't know why, but it sucks. My arms ache, my neck hurts, my legs too. I just don't want to be in pain anymore.

I really hope counseling gets me results. I've put it off too long.

I talked a long time with my Mario tonight. He's such a funny guy. I miss him a lot but talking to him felt good. He's going to Europe for a few weeks and I hope he really enjoys himself!

I need to sleep now. Today was rough and I'm exhausted. I'm going to try to keep my sleep schedule even though.

Goodnight, Daddy. I love you so much and I miss you.

~Chrissy

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